Grow Up

The other day i found a song that described tim's mentality entirely, well actually not entirely, this song is about being immature, but tim could be really mature and, i dunno, old for his age, talking about things that ppl way older than him think about...u know? anyway, the song's by simple plan [according to lib simple plan are my theme song and guess what?? THEY'RE COMING TO ADELAIDE THEY'RE COMING TO ADELAIDE THEY'RE COMING TO ADELAIDE!!!! - shuddup bec] anyway, the song's called "Grow Up" and little comments by me are in italics beside hehe and i changed it so the lyrics are coloured...fun!!...anyway, lyrics to Grow Up...

This is who I am and this is what I like - he was always pretty sure of who he was..
GC, Sum and Blink and MxPx rockin' my room - what on earth are GC [godspell crush, graphics calculator?? something tells me not...] and who're MxPx...never heard of them either...!!
If you're looking for me
Ill be at the show
I can never find a better place to go - well ok this bit isnt true, tim told me he'd never been to a concert...
Until the day I die, I promise I won’t change - so true!! he never did...
So you better give up

I don’t wanna be told to grow up
And I don’t wanna change
I just wanna have fun - oh he did - that was his main goal in life - to have fun
I don’t wanna be told to grow up
And I don’t wanna change
So you better give up
Cause I’m not gonna change
I don’t wanna grow up

I like to stay up late, spend hours on the phone -to ME! lol and stay up late talking on MSN...
Hanging out with all my friends and never being at home - well he wasn't really ever at home...he was always at school lol and on weekends well he was always with me lol...friday night...saturday...saturday night...sunday...sunday night...hmm...
I’m impolite and I make fun of everyone - well sometimes he was/did! it was all in good fun though, i think it was more him speaking his mind [*cough* lib's green top *cough*]
I’m immature but I will stay this way forever - true, now he will stay immature forever...
Till the day I die, I promise I wont change
So you better give up

I don’t wanna be told to grow up
And I don’t wanna change
I just wanna have fun
I don’t wanna be told to grow up
And I don’t wanna change
So you better give up
Cause I’m not gonna change
I don’t wanna grow up - hey, you know, this could be taken literally too...he never did actually "grow up" as in he never became an adult...hmm...

well, colour change, thanks for showing me how to do this jess lol
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• 6 weeks since tim's death
• 2 months since i went and stayed with them...ah that was such a fun time, i don't remember what movie we watched tonight 2 moths ago...hmm...well lets see...ah i'll work it out sometime...

lol i'm getting right into this colour change thing aren't i? it's fun...anyway, i'm going now...i really feel like eating a pasty..did i say that already? oh well :P

lUv SeZ xOx

Keep Smiling, MEGA EFFORT

ic = sin (c/v) <- that, m'dears, is the newest formula out there. i know it's the newest one coz i made it up today after i couldn't remember what the formula for finding the critical angle was..so i just made one up!! so anyway, my exams so far [chem, physics, english] have been pretty alright, chem was actually way better than expected, u never know, i might pass!! physics, as i said before, was alright, apart from the fact that with 10 mins to go i discovered the reason for getting negative numbers for sine values...my bloody calculator was set on radius, not on degrees!!! damn the person who invented reset for these calculators!!! [we had to reset them in case we cheated..*rolls eyes* i guess it happens tho...]

now anyway, onto the blog title...Keep Smiling, MEGA EFFORT. they were the two stickers ms de kroon gave me on my geography task #4. and no grade. that's right. this is the geog assignment i slaved away for HOURS, stayed up till 2:30am on a regular basis, stayed up till FOUR am BOTH nights of the weekend, handed in on monday, and that's right, NO BLOODY GRADE!!! i was SOOOOO mad!! that was just after my physics exam when speeney and i were on our way to the computer room to update our blogs...but then there were no free computers so we didn't...but i was so boiling mad - the comment at the bottom said "sarah, i've not given this a mark. however, it is well written and contains all the important points. There are a couple fo things you could add - see my comments throughtout. This field report needs to be kept for future reference. I neede dto see this for your SACE grade and this is fine. good girl!" ARGH!!!!! i was so so so so so angry!!!

thankyou for your comments on the pictures, my goal was reached through gentle nudging in the right direction, thanks must go to bec and jess. bec i shall post that pic of you and george at some stage in the near future - prob with the next lot of photos. and next time there will not be 53 lol...promise!!!

luv you all, sez xox

sez WILL have her way...

i'm not going to post another [interesting, so therefore this post doesnt count] post until i have at least one comment on every one of those photos :P [and i really wana post again, so hurry up... lol and anyway, if you don't you'll get tired of coming to the site and seeing those photos there...]
luv sez xox
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pictures pictures pictures galore

well, i was in a procrastinaty mood tonight, so i uploaded a total of i think 54 pictures!! muahaha...that'll slow down ur computers..!! so yeah, pretty much all the ones i've been promising, i promise no more for a very long while...or at least until after the red and white to which i am going now but that's a long story so we shall save it for another day...so yeah, look at the pix, they're great! [well some of them :P] and lotsa comments!!! and...

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY STEPH!!!! [i tried to do a bday pic and upload that for you but it didn't work] [and yes her bday was technically yesterday but i started putting the pix up yesterday - it takes a while to put up 54 pix, k!?]

our extremely appetising drink...oh wait, that was BEFORE cammo put the beer in! [drink described in a previous post]

the birthday boy himself!! [aka phil] with just some of the marvelous pressies we got him [ie whisk, egg slide, beanie, bag thing, + all the junk i mean stuff on the table behind him lol]

jess, me, lib @ phil's [my eye isn't actuallly that droopy, it was coz jess's head was up on mine]

he's hugging me, that's all i promise!! [that was to avoid the inevitable comments about what it looks like but...sigh...truth be told...he was only hugging me, SO NO MEAN COMMENTS!!!]

yeah, well that isn't a particularly good photo of either of us but meh kinda cute its like he's saying ur not taking her away from me aww alternatively he's saying crikey [crikey lol] it's freezing, why on earth did i give her my jacket?! no i think it was the first really...

lol did anyone else scream when they saw that photo..?! meh its funny when u get over the ...err...what the?! factor...

tim [+ me]

jess, me, tim

tim @ youth camp [+ me]

sum, greg, dave, lib, cammo, nic, jess, lisa, anne, me, card we made for tim on monday 16th may - he was pole vaulting...30.1m!! it was a nice pic...unfortunately the last time i saw it tim'd lost one of his watermelon shoes!! [pj]

nice one of jess and me @ law's party

another nice one of me!! woah!! this was in the car park at the beginning of youth camp.

lol my friends aren't weird at all!! joel and law covered in spaghetti after a messy games youth...

cool pic of me taken by the marvelous jess gosh i look young at the 60's edition last year...

sunset @ minlaton [taken by tim] ...purty!!

elizabeth's creation - during physics... DA FLOWERPOT!!

the uber-cool eraser elizabeth decorated for me...we really do do heaps in physics...promise!!...unfortunately it's very fuzmo...but apparently it's the universe!

cammo...don't ask...

this pic, of john, represents what we all felt about godspell...AAHH!!! actually it looks like he's singing, but look out below...bad bad bad pix of godspell!! [worse than this one...]

lol she's not strangling me at all..!! actually she wasn't really. that's mel aka form buddy aka crying buddy

megan and hetty

him! there! in the centre! that's jesus! well actually it's ike but meh. and bubs is on the left

ellen, kate, louise, sez [i dont' like that as a photo of me but of the other 3 it's a good one]

speeney and john

josh...looking very white...he's the "where's my ass" guy

hugh and sarah hello makeup... oh btw that's hugh's "sexy pose"

alex a...lovely pic!!

tim, em, sez, steph, lisa

i rule!!! lol and btw, i wasn't actually leaning on georgie's head. that's tim, me, georgie, lisa, steph

tim and moth...

tim aka tanya taken i belive by emma aka evan or possibly jamie aka janis, or sez aka stan, or steph aka steve, or mim aka mike...lol that was our team at the quiz night...

aahahaa i put this photo up merely for it's comical value - the ppl who i have talked to about this pic think it looks like a family portrait lol so funny - i saw that pic and i was like "WHAT THE?!" then i realised it was matheson...[for those of you who don't know, that is not my son believe it or not, it is one of the minister's @ st matt's 1 yr old lol] [he's very good at piano!]

that's me!

as this photo is called..."ooh gruntus"...

steph, em, liv, jaz, lisa

joel's nametag...and...

steph's

the original

apparently that was dave and law being koalas...

ez in the sun - pretty cool photo!!

umm pretty self explanatory...tim and joel playing guitar...!! [that is the guitar of which tim broke the string btw lol] AND extra details - betcha didn't know that they were tim's minlaton hockey club shorts? well there we go then, learn something new everyday, don't you?! :P

Dawson, Cole, Phil, Cave, G, Jungle Jess....lol nice work girls....or do i mean guys?! haha

sum, jess, miriam, mia, anne, bella, greg, james, matheson. nice photo of all.

tim + me. [its actually just zoomed in on the pic with tim, me, em, steph and lisa, but i think it looks just as good zoomed in]

jess, me, tim [like you couldn't tell that anyway!] na, i like that pic, i reckon it's a good one of all 3 of us

taken by tim [tbt] - youth camp - i just really like this pic, it just looks really picturesque, especially with the upturned boat...

tbt - youth camp - yes, it's a tree, but i reckon it looks cool.

tbt - youth camp - nice scenery shot :) - it looks so green...yet so brown...

tbt - youth camp - nice scenery shot :)

tbt - youth camp - jess braiding my hair